i did it again!!!
it's the second time I did something beyond my control
no no no... whatever the reason, it is all my fault! god shake!
I'm a phatetic, selfish, ungrateful person who lack of self-defens and self-confidence
I'm gilty!!!
no words could heal my sin
I made my lovely lecture disappinted
I'm so desperate to find out this truth.
I have to make everything clear N change it into something good
even it would not back like the former time.
It so hard to do.
but...
I wish upon a star that every apology will be replaced by many thanks.
Amin....
