i want to be a person who can say "I WILL DO IT" no more saying "I CAN'T DO IT."

yperhapsLOVE2:31 AM |

go to east of asia (japan, korea, cina, and taiwan) and western country is my obsession. I can't believe that i'm so close to them.

first experience was in 2007, i become a translator for UK students and now even i don't have money to go to japan, but fortunately i have a chance to work with japanese (freelance) in here, in my own town. they are agriculture researcher in promoting technology transfer (JIRCAS). they are so farm and friendly but very diligent of course. it's not my type to say anything about my job now coz what i've been through until now is what make me happy. well, it's me!!!

i got many experince, not only in doing such a translation and interpretation job, but also i got experience in visiting farming land in downtown. it's fun, especially we're harvesting tomatos, cucumbar, and lots of vegetable and bring it home. i called this a path to make my dream comes true.

i wish in the future i have make it true not just a dream, make my family, friends, and lecturer proud of me. amin ya rabbal alamin!!!

yperhapsLOVE3:35 AM |

I love F4-boys before flowers (korean version)! it's so awesome more than the two version of taiwan and japan. this one is so beautiful, not only the actors and actrees but also the location.new caledonia and macau (the city of lowers) bring us to the almost paradise places. they act so naturally and touching. no one can denied that Indonesian soap opera seems so bad. their mimic and gesture means alot. they don't need more dialogue or slow motion (just looking to their eyes and smile) to express the ir feeling. it's so natural! they are also talented; they also singing the original sountrack (not using dubber, red) and they all can sing. they also honestly said that this one is the other version of F4 (not like Indonesia). we (the watcher) know that this movie is original from what country so don't mess it up with comercial . i don't want to talk about the cost or the luxury but i wish Indonesia have this quality.

yperhapsLOVE8:01 PM |

have u ever heard camuflage? i usually use camuflage when i felt so sad, so lonely, so awful, so stupid, so pathetic, so embrassing, and so so.
this child is one of my camuflage except my cat honesly...
with his cute face, not innocent expression, you can find oasis in the middle of the dessert.
i can smile can happy can do everything to camuflage people from what truly i felt at the time.
but...
it doesn't work well if u face complicated problem or want to run away from the world.
it's better to be ur self and do what u want (not another people want) or maybe release your soul by meditation. it's workin on to me, i think.
so let's get the beat! tried to close to God! be open minded!!!

yperhapsLOVE10:23 PM |

lazy... busy... lazy...
everything seems so boring when u didn't have any job, and became lazy
but..
when u get one, ur life running so quickly and busy
everything under time schedule
wuihhh...
from lazy to busy
from home to JIRCAS
from Twilight to Breaking Dawn

yperhapsLOVE5:05 AM |

do you miss me? I've been missing for two months without confirmation what happened to me. hmmmm... let's start from what happened in February 5th... my family and I moved to our new house in Andounohu... it's not really nice experience i thought because everything made me crazy... all the stuff were messy and i couldn't control my mind to ignore them... so... i put them in order and helped my parents to clean them all. busy... tired... and so stressful. hiks... hiks... hiks... after that everything get bored... i was jobless...i cooked, i cleaned the house, i become disappear from the world outside.

until one day in late February i found a book "Twilight" (Stephenie Meyer) which made me got my strength to release me from tears and brought me to the world of vampire. i always love vampire! but this vampire made my heart skip beat... not easy to breath and sometimes felt a kind of vampire sensation... hmmm... recomended to be read!!! don't miss it!

yperhapsLOVE1:31 AM |

yperhapsLOVE1:12 AM |

Who Will I Be lyrics
Whooo...
Yeah.Yeah.Yeah.Yeah!

How to choose?
Who to be?
Well, let's see
There are so many choices now.
Play guitar, be a movie star.
In my head, a voice says
Why not, try everything?
Why stop, reach for any dream?
I can rock, cause it's my life.
And now's the time

Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?

Yeah yeah...

If I decide,
I'm the girl to change the world
I can do it any time.
Opportunity right in front of me
And the choice is all mine

Why not, try everything?
Why stop, reach for any dream?
I can rock, cause it's my life.
And now's the time

Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?

I wanna find the who I am inside.
Who will I be?
I wanna show the, the way that I can shine...
Yeah... Oh yeah... yeah...

Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?

Whooo... who will I be?
Who will I be!
By Demi Lovato

yperhapsLOVE12:46 AM |